Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Thanksgiving
I am so excited. I just found out I am off From Thanksgiving day to that Monday after. Woohoo. Very cool. JJ and I had talked about going to Cal for Thanksgiving. It could happen. We will see. But I am excited for sure about us having that holiday together!
Hump Day Baby
I am so excited the week is half way over. I am off today. I pushed it to hard staying up late last nite. I feel hung over even though I didnt even have a beer.
I got my flu shot yesterday. It was actually funny watching a bunch of nurses getting their shot because the patients got to see us get stuck w/ a needle. Me and this other girl were the wimpest. It burned but today its just sore. I am working out today so I can work it out some more.
A few things I have to talk about, 1 - I Love Love Love True Blood. OMG it is addicting. The opening song is called Bad Things. One of the lines is I want to do bad things with you. It is a very sexy song. But the guy who sings it has a very deep sexy voice.
2 - Went and saw Beverly Hills Chihuahua. OMG that is fucking hilarious. I laughed so hard I cried. I recommend it to every one. If you havent laughed hard lately then go. In fact I talked JJ into us taking the girls on Sat.
I went to my counseling yesterday and I was surprized that after I sat down and said I was doing good I started just crying. It was a good session. I am going back in a couple of weeks. After I get back from Cal. She reassured me that how I am feeling is normal after what has happened. We also talked about how I am ready and getting ready to get out of here. She say that as I get rid of more stuff, things will feel lighter. I think so too.
Today is going to be a great day. I am going to work out this am. Come home and mow down the left over weeds, wild flowers in my back yard and spray weed killer. And then on the garage some more. My trash can is empty so I can empty off the shelves on the one side of the room. I did decide after next month I am getting a storage unit to start packing stuff up that I am not going to use and declutter my house more of stuff I will keep to get it ready. It will make it easier to paint and clean. Later today I am meeting up with Elly and we are going out for drinks for her birthday and then later meet up w/ Jenny and her son, Dido and B, and elly's husband and son at buffalo wild wings. Jenny leaves this Friday to move to Colorado. So it will be a fun filled day.
Tommorrow is Halloween bunco. Should be fun. And then Friday I am off to Phoenix for fun in the sun. Friday is HS football to watch Shekei and then we will bring the girls back to JJ. Spend the day with them, take them home and then its JJ and Letera's time. We are going to the casino to see show stoppers. Performers who are imitating singers. Stevie Nicks, Neil Diamond. We have the free tickets. Sunday is Football.
This week is turning out to be a great week. I am glad Need those. Hope everyone is well and doing good!
I got my flu shot yesterday. It was actually funny watching a bunch of nurses getting their shot because the patients got to see us get stuck w/ a needle. Me and this other girl were the wimpest. It burned but today its just sore. I am working out today so I can work it out some more.
A few things I have to talk about, 1 - I Love Love Love True Blood. OMG it is addicting. The opening song is called Bad Things. One of the lines is I want to do bad things with you. It is a very sexy song. But the guy who sings it has a very deep sexy voice.
2 - Went and saw Beverly Hills Chihuahua. OMG that is fucking hilarious. I laughed so hard I cried. I recommend it to every one. If you havent laughed hard lately then go. In fact I talked JJ into us taking the girls on Sat.
I went to my counseling yesterday and I was surprized that after I sat down and said I was doing good I started just crying. It was a good session. I am going back in a couple of weeks. After I get back from Cal. She reassured me that how I am feeling is normal after what has happened. We also talked about how I am ready and getting ready to get out of here. She say that as I get rid of more stuff, things will feel lighter. I think so too.
Today is going to be a great day. I am going to work out this am. Come home and mow down the left over weeds, wild flowers in my back yard and spray weed killer. And then on the garage some more. My trash can is empty so I can empty off the shelves on the one side of the room. I did decide after next month I am getting a storage unit to start packing stuff up that I am not going to use and declutter my house more of stuff I will keep to get it ready. It will make it easier to paint and clean. Later today I am meeting up with Elly and we are going out for drinks for her birthday and then later meet up w/ Jenny and her son, Dido and B, and elly's husband and son at buffalo wild wings. Jenny leaves this Friday to move to Colorado. So it will be a fun filled day.
Tommorrow is Halloween bunco. Should be fun. And then Friday I am off to Phoenix for fun in the sun. Friday is HS football to watch Shekei and then we will bring the girls back to JJ. Spend the day with them, take them home and then its JJ and Letera's time. We are going to the casino to see show stoppers. Performers who are imitating singers. Stevie Nicks, Neil Diamond. We have the free tickets. Sunday is Football.
This week is turning out to be a great week. I am glad Need those. Hope everyone is well and doing good!
Friday, October 17, 2008
TGIFF
Not only tgif but tgiff. This week has been a tough week. I have been so sad all week. Cant shake it. They let the 2nd boy out for one thing. I started a myspace page and there is a tribute page for jr plus all of jj's family members who have pages and have all this stuff on their page about jr. It has just made me so sad and down this week. Just cant shake it. His death has affected so many and so hard. Blows me away what an impact that a 16 year old boy could have on people. Alot of people at work are pissed that they let the 2nd boy out. How does all this happen.
Just sucks.
I miss my honey so badly. He is going to sprinkle his wife's ashes, that died 3 years ago, in 2 weeks. I am going with him to Cal. It will be a quick overnite trip. I will mainly hang out with his brother and his wife that day til he gets back which who knows how long that will take and how ever long it does it does. Their will probably be a cook out and he will spend time w/ her family all day. He wants me to go but he gave me the option because he will be gone all day. I told him you know what that is fine. I dont expect him to hurry back or anything. I have a great time hanging with his brother and wife so it will be fun for me. He is finally putting closure on this part of his life. We talked about her last weekend and he truely loved her and misses her. He knows though he has to go on.
I was talking to a girl at work who is with someone who lives in Phoenix and we just talked about the whole situation. She didnt realize how good looking Jr was. I said yes he was. Very cute and handsome. I was telling her how hard this whole thing is and its hard with JJ having mood swings and how I cant take it personally. That is hard but I am a very caring understanding person. Its just hard.
Crazy!
Well this weekend I am going to clean out my garage. I mowed almost all of my property which is good. I put this broken lawnmower out on the street and put a sign that said Free to a good home and by the next morning it was gone! Good start. I have containers and boxes to go thru. I am either throwing away or donating to clear out the garage. Mine you I park in my garage but there is just some stuff I need to get rid of. So that is the goal of the weekend.
I hope all are well!
Just sucks.
I miss my honey so badly. He is going to sprinkle his wife's ashes, that died 3 years ago, in 2 weeks. I am going with him to Cal. It will be a quick overnite trip. I will mainly hang out with his brother and his wife that day til he gets back which who knows how long that will take and how ever long it does it does. Their will probably be a cook out and he will spend time w/ her family all day. He wants me to go but he gave me the option because he will be gone all day. I told him you know what that is fine. I dont expect him to hurry back or anything. I have a great time hanging with his brother and wife so it will be fun for me. He is finally putting closure on this part of his life. We talked about her last weekend and he truely loved her and misses her. He knows though he has to go on.
I was talking to a girl at work who is with someone who lives in Phoenix and we just talked about the whole situation. She didnt realize how good looking Jr was. I said yes he was. Very cute and handsome. I was telling her how hard this whole thing is and its hard with JJ having mood swings and how I cant take it personally. That is hard but I am a very caring understanding person. Its just hard.
Crazy!
Well this weekend I am going to clean out my garage. I mowed almost all of my property which is good. I put this broken lawnmower out on the street and put a sign that said Free to a good home and by the next morning it was gone! Good start. I have containers and boxes to go thru. I am either throwing away or donating to clear out the garage. Mine you I park in my garage but there is just some stuff I need to get rid of. So that is the goal of the weekend.
I hope all are well!
Monday, October 13, 2008
Home
I am home. It feels good. I had an awesome vacation. Relaxing and fun. Got to see several people who were friends and an old boss. Good to see my family but glad to be back in Az. It is so cold now up here in flag. It was 8 degrees the other night. I am pulling out my portable heater. Its going to warm up by the end of the week so I am not ready to turn on my heater and start increasing my gas bill. I will dress warmer. I had a fun weekend w/ jj. We had some serious talks about things and our future. It was all good. I miss him already. Crazy how that happens.
I know in my heart it will all work out.
Got up this am and drove back up the hill. It took me alittle over 2 hours to get back up here and was freezing to death. Work was good though and got off an hour early. I guess they are going to buckle down because we are slower but thats okay. It will all work out.
Now that I had my time off I am ready to get back to the grind of it all and get stuff done. Wed I am mowing the property and this weekend I am cleaning out the garage and getting rid of stuff. It will be warmer so I can handle being out there.
Anyway good to be back. I will defiately work on getting caught up on all of your blogs.
I know in my heart it will all work out.
Got up this am and drove back up the hill. It took me alittle over 2 hours to get back up here and was freezing to death. Work was good though and got off an hour early. I guess they are going to buckle down because we are slower but thats okay. It will all work out.
Now that I had my time off I am ready to get back to the grind of it all and get stuff done. Wed I am mowing the property and this weekend I am cleaning out the garage and getting rid of stuff. It will be warmer so I can handle being out there.
Anyway good to be back. I will defiately work on getting caught up on all of your blogs.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
hump day
The week is zooming by. Had a great time w/ my dad at buffalo wild wings drinking beer, visiting, and watching football and baseball. Felt a little hung over the next morning. We got up tuesday and went to hobbs, nm for gambling at the casino and horse track. I mainly hung out drinking beer and betting on the horses. It was fun. Won a little money. Oh on Monday my mom and I went to see nights at Rodanth. Good love story but sad sad sad. What an tear jerker.
We then went out last night for the chinese resturant and they had sushi, crab legs, and shrimp. yummmy. This morning got to meet my with my friend S for breakfast. It was good to see her. My mom and I went shopping and then met up with her friend for lunch at my favorite mexican place, Mi tio's. they open a new one. Place is nice, margs are so good, and the food good.
So now waiting on biker to pick me up and we are going out for drinks. Good way to end the time here. It will be so good to spend time with her. Its been a while.
I get to sleep in so that will be good.
The weather has been good. Cool at night but nice during the day.
I will be happy to be back in Az tomorrow and see my man. I got sad today and cried about jr. We went to Hobby Lobby and saw the christmas stuff and it made me cry. This Christmas is going to be so hard. Dont know how I will deal with it and helping JJ thru it also. It wont be a happy time. One day at a time!
We then went out last night for the chinese resturant and they had sushi, crab legs, and shrimp. yummmy. This morning got to meet my with my friend S for breakfast. It was good to see her. My mom and I went shopping and then met up with her friend for lunch at my favorite mexican place, Mi tio's. they open a new one. Place is nice, margs are so good, and the food good.
So now waiting on biker to pick me up and we are going out for drinks. Good way to end the time here. It will be so good to spend time with her. Its been a while.
I get to sleep in so that will be good.
The weather has been good. Cool at night but nice during the day.
I will be happy to be back in Az tomorrow and see my man. I got sad today and cried about jr. We went to Hobby Lobby and saw the christmas stuff and it made me cry. This Christmas is going to be so hard. Dont know how I will deal with it and helping JJ thru it also. It wont be a happy time. One day at a time!
Monday, October 6, 2008
Monday Morning
Its Monday Morning and I am in Texas. Got here yesterday afternoon and it was raining and cool out. Went to dinner w/ the folks and my old boss and her husband showed up and my friend S. It was nice. We spent hours just visiting. Afterwards S and I went to the fox and hound for a beer. It was nice just hanging out and talking. Her and I are going out to breakfast on Wed morning.
I feel tired this am. JJ and I had a nice weekend together. He was glad I was with him on Friday nite at the game. He said he gets depressed when he is there because of the age group and all. Shekei did good w/ the flag. Sat we got up and took Sammy to her track meet. She did okay. We went and bought her some running shoes after wards at Big 5. The ones she has are not running shoes. Its amazing how much running around you can do for a few minutes. We were there for a total of 30 mins. Then after big 5 we dropped Shekei off and took sammy to the movies and to the mall. Then on to a birthday party on the other side of town. From there we went out to dinner and then found out that the bail was lowered to $250,000.00 $48,000 in cash and the rest collateral. The parents are getting him out. It was such a blow. It made us both sad and angry. From there we went on to the band competition and waited an hour for Shekei's band to come on for 15 mins. Then we left, headed back to the other side of Phoenix where JJ lives and we went to check out a place near by for a beer. Its a sports bar/ resturant. We were both tired so we wanted to go sit in the jacuzzi. It was working and it was hot. So we changed and went down and just relaxed. It was nice. Never hardly anyone who uses it. Just a very few.
Got up early and off to the airport and now here I am at my parents house.
Val had to go back home because her daughter's dad was in a bad accident and they were taking him off life support as val was calling me. Her daughter is pregnant. She needed to get back. made me sad for her.
So anyway my mom and I are going to the movies, my dad has a dr's appt, and then tonight I will take my dad to buffalo wild wings for football.
It will be a very low key week and I am okay with that. Back home on Thursday. Short but sweet.
I feel tired this am. JJ and I had a nice weekend together. He was glad I was with him on Friday nite at the game. He said he gets depressed when he is there because of the age group and all. Shekei did good w/ the flag. Sat we got up and took Sammy to her track meet. She did okay. We went and bought her some running shoes after wards at Big 5. The ones she has are not running shoes. Its amazing how much running around you can do for a few minutes. We were there for a total of 30 mins. Then after big 5 we dropped Shekei off and took sammy to the movies and to the mall. Then on to a birthday party on the other side of town. From there we went out to dinner and then found out that the bail was lowered to $250,000.00 $48,000 in cash and the rest collateral. The parents are getting him out. It was such a blow. It made us both sad and angry. From there we went on to the band competition and waited an hour for Shekei's band to come on for 15 mins. Then we left, headed back to the other side of Phoenix where JJ lives and we went to check out a place near by for a beer. Its a sports bar/ resturant. We were both tired so we wanted to go sit in the jacuzzi. It was working and it was hot. So we changed and went down and just relaxed. It was nice. Never hardly anyone who uses it. Just a very few.
Got up early and off to the airport and now here I am at my parents house.
Val had to go back home because her daughter's dad was in a bad accident and they were taking him off life support as val was calling me. Her daughter is pregnant. She needed to get back. made me sad for her.
So anyway my mom and I are going to the movies, my dad has a dr's appt, and then tonight I will take my dad to buffalo wild wings for football.
It will be a very low key week and I am okay with that. Back home on Thursday. Short but sweet.
Friday, October 3, 2008
VA CA
Oakcreek, Sedona, Az
I am on vacation, or vaca as Dido calls it. It started yesterday after work. Went home and packed a bag and headed down to Cottowood. He got us a nice hotel w/ an awesome view. We went to the grill/resturant/bar across the street and started out w/ onion rings and beer. As we are sitting there just talking and relaxing JJ brings up the casino that is near by. Closer then the one that we went to in Prescott. So we agreed and off we went. At 1st we were playing black jack and not doing good. Walked away and got some more money and went back. And we played the whole nite, drank beer and won money. We got back to our room at 1am. JJ had to get up at 8am. So no big deal.
I decided to drive up 89A to Flagstaff thru Sedona. It is absolutely an awesome beautiful drive. The pic above is from a camping trip to Oakcreek which is between Sedona and Flagstaff. Its a 2 lane road thru the most gorgeous area ever. Lots of trees, high rock walls, the smell is so clean. Good way to start the day.
So now I am in the process of getting things done to head out to Phoenix this afternoon. I am getting organized. Paying bills on my way thru town and then drop off the scarf. Yes I did it. I made it.
Here is a pic of it. Red and black in color. It did come out beautiful. I am excited to see how much it goes for in the auction. It looks like a boa.
Well anyway off to finish getting stuff done so I can pack. One bag for Phoenix and one bag for Tx.
I will try to still blog while I am gone. I hope everyone has a great week
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Pissed Off
It was in the paper today. Hamilton is released on bond. Fucker. I am so pissed that this kid could get out of jail. Fuckin amazing. Guess we will see if the judge lowers colliers bond. This kid can be out and about til 10pm every nite. Has to stay in Flagstaff though.
JJ got so pissed today. Poor baby. I totally understand, I did to and I started tearing up several times. He has his group meeting Tuesday nite. Good!
Glad I could come back and add to my blog.
Today was difficult and crazy. Work was so busy. I did get off early and finished the scarf sitting in my car knitting away. Got to go w/ Dido to Granny's, sports bar, and had wings and a beer.
Hair appt and then home to get laundry started.
I am coming home after work and pack, not much really, Shower and dress somewhat sexy. Head on down. The place we will stay at will not be the greatest but the company is paying and so it doesnt matter. We will go out and have a wonderful evening. Just the 2 of us. Watch an Angels game and drink beer and have dinner. Perfect and then somewhere in there have some great sex. Oh yea, thats what I am talking about.
It will be our date nite.
Then the kiddo thing happens. Shekei is in the band and she performs w/ the flag. I cant wait to see her. Sat Sammy has another track meet. JJ and I will be together for all of it. Sunday he will take me to the airport and onto Tx. I go. Ready.
Anyway hope all is well. I havent forgotten about everyone. Just so busy. Will catch up when I get back!
JJ got so pissed today. Poor baby. I totally understand, I did to and I started tearing up several times. He has his group meeting Tuesday nite. Good!
Glad I could come back and add to my blog.
Today was difficult and crazy. Work was so busy. I did get off early and finished the scarf sitting in my car knitting away. Got to go w/ Dido to Granny's, sports bar, and had wings and a beer.
Hair appt and then home to get laundry started.
I am coming home after work and pack, not much really, Shower and dress somewhat sexy. Head on down. The place we will stay at will not be the greatest but the company is paying and so it doesnt matter. We will go out and have a wonderful evening. Just the 2 of us. Watch an Angels game and drink beer and have dinner. Perfect and then somewhere in there have some great sex. Oh yea, thats what I am talking about.
It will be our date nite.
Then the kiddo thing happens. Shekei is in the band and she performs w/ the flag. I cant wait to see her. Sat Sammy has another track meet. JJ and I will be together for all of it. Sunday he will take me to the airport and onto Tx. I go. Ready.
Anyway hope all is well. I havent forgotten about everyone. Just so busy. Will catch up when I get back!
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