Well its Sunday and I am at work. I was lucky and didnt get call in at all. I was only on from 10a to 6p. Today I am on til 6pm. No biggie. The overtime will be awesome.
I did get to spend time w/ my honey yesterday. Met up w/ him for breakfast at this place downtown that we have been trying to go to. It was okay. Didnt like their taste of beans and rice. It was a hippie mexican resturant. Wont go back. Got some running around done.
After dropping JJ off, I decided to go to Linens n things to check on curtains for my sliding glass door. I found this golden yellow w/ a blend into a light brownish orange. I bought the scarf accidentally and decided I really like that effect over the door and rod. On my way back to town I decided to try this other color that is in the living room curtains, its called brick but a red like you think. Its a coppery orange. So I picked up another scarf to try that out when I go home. I want to see which I like better. Once I make a decision then I will go back and exchange one of the scarfs in for 2 panels for the door. I hope that the later color scarf is what looks good. It just seems like it would match the tile and the carpet more. It would brighter for sure. I am defiately into brighter colors these days. Plus the later panels are cheaper then the yellowish ones. So we shall see.
Spent the night w/ JJ and we cooked steaks on the grill and had a salad. I am not usually a italian dressing kind of girl but the new kraft line of no preservatives is really good. It says a spicy italian. It was yummy. I am truely back on track again.
Well time to get ready for the 1st patient which is a kiddo. 2 more so far after that. It will all work out find.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008
Woohoo its Friday!
Repeating the title as you can see. Its truely been a good Friday. It didnt start that way. But it became that way. I got off an hour early and met Dido for a 30 min hike. Hips and butt sore during walk. Good, Jazz is working. Plans changed after that due to Elly going into work on call. So Needed to buy a congrats card.
Went to the post office to mail off a card. Went by Home depot to look at the tile for the kitchen backsplash. I fund some kool tile w/ bluish grey and yellow glass tile in middle. Will match the counter top nicely. Didnt buy yet. Later. Dido said not hard. Kool.
Headed over to the World Market for a card for my neighbor on her job. I decided to buy 2 wine glasses I needed. It was so kool they have the glasses labeled to go w/ the type of wine. I invested in 2 Riesling glasses. More narrow.
I also bought me a Make the Steam and whipped milk. to go in plain coffee. No sugar. I love it. Its called a hobo. I truely am trying to make changes. Increased my exercise. Went to the food court to get my favorite chinese food to go.
JJ got back a little over 5pm. Hard week. I think he is at almost 70 hours this week. Not good. To many. Hard work. He is talking to the bosses about this. He got off and is meeting up w/ his friend, Timmy. I encouraged it. I am doing so good.
But anyway I got home and chilled my wine and ate my chinese food. Got the window open for alittle while. Air out the place.
I am suppose to work tomorrow at 10am. Devo will call me at 8 to let me know if I need to come in at that time. So far, no, but that could change in a moment. I want to get up to go work out at Jazz, meet JJ for a breakfast/lunch date. Maybe get me some. Its been too long. So keep your finger cross.
Have a great weekend!
Went to the post office to mail off a card. Went by Home depot to look at the tile for the kitchen backsplash. I fund some kool tile w/ bluish grey and yellow glass tile in middle. Will match the counter top nicely. Didnt buy yet. Later. Dido said not hard. Kool.
Headed over to the World Market for a card for my neighbor on her job. I decided to buy 2 wine glasses I needed. It was so kool they have the glasses labeled to go w/ the type of wine. I invested in 2 Riesling glasses. More narrow.
I also bought me a Make the Steam and whipped milk. to go in plain coffee. No sugar. I love it. Its called a hobo. I truely am trying to make changes. Increased my exercise. Went to the food court to get my favorite chinese food to go.
JJ got back a little over 5pm. Hard week. I think he is at almost 70 hours this week. Not good. To many. Hard work. He is talking to the bosses about this. He got off and is meeting up w/ his friend, Timmy. I encouraged it. I am doing so good.
But anyway I got home and chilled my wine and ate my chinese food. Got the window open for alittle while. Air out the place.
I am suppose to work tomorrow at 10am. Devo will call me at 8 to let me know if I need to come in at that time. So far, no, but that could change in a moment. I want to get up to go work out at Jazz, meet JJ for a breakfast/lunch date. Maybe get me some. Its been too long. So keep your finger cross.
Have a great weekend!
Woohoo Friday
Its Friday, dont why I am excited since I have to work this weekend. But tomorrow wont be bad. Have had my breakfast and now I feel better. Going for a walk after work. Time w/ girls was very nice last nite. Got to see JJ for a few.
Anyway hope all have a happy Friday!
Anyway hope all have a happy Friday!
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Start of 7 days!
The start of 7 days. Working this weekend but at lease its time and a 1/2. Thats kool it will all be on the same paycheck. It should hopefully turned out to be 18 hours total if we are busy. I am working straight thru til next Thursday which I am then off for my birthday, to have a 4 day weekend. woohoo party time.
My day turned out good. The yard is done, My eyes are checked, My hair looks beautiful and today my oil, oil filter, air filter, and fuel filter will be changed by the owner of the auto repair today. I use synthetic oil and no one in town does it so I buy my own stuff and they change it. Its nice to trust someone when it comes to that.
Meeting up w/ Elly for martini's after work. It will be nice to have girlfriend time!
Hope everyone is well.
My day turned out good. The yard is done, My eyes are checked, My hair looks beautiful and today my oil, oil filter, air filter, and fuel filter will be changed by the owner of the auto repair today. I use synthetic oil and no one in town does it so I buy my own stuff and they change it. Its nice to trust someone when it comes to that.
Meeting up w/ Elly for martini's after work. It will be nice to have girlfriend time!
Hope everyone is well.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Good Morning!
Good Morning! I got a good nights sleep so I am feeling so much better. Have gotten up and dressed to go spray the yard to prevent the weeds. Its not windy so I need to take advantage of that. It will warm up.
Got to talk to my honey for a couple of minutes. He was in Holbrook which is east of here off of I 40.
After the spraying go get my eyes checked, come home to let the dogs out because the ground will be dry by then. Go back to town and get my hair done and go do Jazz. Since I was a bum yesterday but it was a well needed time to kick back. Glad I did.
My dinner came out delisc. I cooked a multigrain pasta and added olive oil and lots of garlic salt and oregano. I cooked up turkey cutlets and brocolli and added. I just found mushrooms this morning so I will cook those up and add to the mixture today. Yum. I decided I was a descent cook if I want to and have the time!
Well just downloaded a new cd by Maroon 5 on Itunes. It was a live performance in Soho. There's only like 5 to 6 songs, so it was cheaper. I also found my song by Joe Ely called cool rocking Loretta. I downloaded it.
Off to spray the front and back yard and head to town. Trying to enjoy a little coffee also. Hope all have a good day!
Got to talk to my honey for a couple of minutes. He was in Holbrook which is east of here off of I 40.
After the spraying go get my eyes checked, come home to let the dogs out because the ground will be dry by then. Go back to town and get my hair done and go do Jazz. Since I was a bum yesterday but it was a well needed time to kick back. Glad I did.
My dinner came out delisc. I cooked a multigrain pasta and added olive oil and lots of garlic salt and oregano. I cooked up turkey cutlets and brocolli and added. I just found mushrooms this morning so I will cook those up and add to the mixture today. Yum. I decided I was a descent cook if I want to and have the time!
Well just downloaded a new cd by Maroon 5 on Itunes. It was a live performance in Soho. There's only like 5 to 6 songs, so it was cheaper. I also found my song by Joe Ely called cool rocking Loretta. I downloaded it.
Off to spray the front and back yard and head to town. Trying to enjoy a little coffee also. Hope all have a good day!
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Tired Tired Tired
I am so tired today. Couldnt get to sleep til late and didnt sleep good, hot and back hurting. Just beat. I finally got to sleep and the frickin alarm went off at 4:15. Sucks. I started out so tired and the schedule was huge w/ lots of kids. They were all good though. No problems. It was a good day over all. I kept hoping my vitamins would kick in and wake me up.
I got off work and headed over to World Market for a good reisling wine to have w/ dinner. Love Love Love that store.
I am off tomorrow so I can hopefully sleep in alittle. Taking an ambien tonight for sure. But tomorrow I am working out at 9am, getting my eyes checked at 10:30am, and then off to my hair appt at 1:30. Then seeing my honey after. Havent talk to him all day. He is probably still at work. He got to drive solo today so he was excited.
Cooking some turkey, white meat, and brocolli for dinner. I am ready for a nice relaxing evening. My boss asked if JJ was coming over for dinner, I said no, Maybe tomorrow. We dont have to be w/ each other everyday. Its nice that its that way.
Off to check to see if my wine is cold and relax before I cook dinner. Hope all have a nice night!
I got off work and headed over to World Market for a good reisling wine to have w/ dinner. Love Love Love that store.
I am off tomorrow so I can hopefully sleep in alittle. Taking an ambien tonight for sure. But tomorrow I am working out at 9am, getting my eyes checked at 10:30am, and then off to my hair appt at 1:30. Then seeing my honey after. Havent talk to him all day. He is probably still at work. He got to drive solo today so he was excited.
Cooking some turkey, white meat, and brocolli for dinner. I am ready for a nice relaxing evening. My boss asked if JJ was coming over for dinner, I said no, Maybe tomorrow. We dont have to be w/ each other everyday. Its nice that its that way.
Off to check to see if my wine is cold and relax before I cook dinner. Hope all have a nice night!
Monday, March 24, 2008
Happy Easters!
I hope all of you had a nice Easter. My weekend was awesome. I got off at 8am and took off to Phoenix to meet up w/ JJ. He was taking his pump back for his final last day. They told him if he wanted to ever come back to give them a call. So thats awesome that he left on such good terms. But anyway I was driving down and realized I packed no shorts. I thought oh bummer I have to go shopping. Plus I wanted a cute top for the concert. So I went to Lane Bryants and Torrid. Lane Bryant for the shorts and Torrid for something edgy. Found a couple pairs of shorts. And then found a Halter top that look good on me. JJ liked it and so did the girls. We got to check into the hotel before we got the girls so we could enjoy each other and go in the pool for a few. The weather was perfect.
So anyway we go get the girls and take them out to dinner. They were so excited about the concert. It was Sammy's 1st concert. She is getting so tall. It was so good to see them. I just love hanging w/ them. They are just fun. We got to the concert hall and its a small place so you can be right up front. They had 4 bands, 1st one okay, the next 2 sucked big time. But the Horrorpops. Rockabilly, psychobilly music. They came out and the lead singer came and let me tell you. I was impressed. They are from Denmark. She is tall, long dark hair w/ the betty paige bangs, curvatious, black fitting dress w/ hose and little girlie heels and she played the big stand up base. I couldnt believe it. She was hot, had a great voice, and could play the big base. I was just blown away. No stick figure. Very could. We all had a great time. The girls just loved it.
Crashed hard after because we didnt get back to the room til after midnight. Sat slept in and took the girls out to breakfast. Went to the mall for a few and then back to the hotel. Swam and laid out by the pool for awhile. Got to lay down and took a nap. My kind of weekend. He took the girls home and I got ready for us to go out. He got back and got to enjoy each other again. Then we walked over to the sports bar. He told me to call my friend Sher in Phoenix to join us. Well she said I am bringing someone w/ me, its a surprize. I guessed Redjon. It felt wierd because he is the one I had the one night stand w/ the day I separated from Terry. We're still friends. He is a great guy. JJ goes he isnt bringing your ex and I said nope but he knew about Redjon. He didnt care. So anyway they got there and we just drank some beers and laughed and just had a great time together. It was so fun. They left and we headed back to the room at 11:30pm. Got to enjoy each other more and then crashed again. Slept in and then got the girls easter baskets together.
We picked them up and they were surprized. Sammy still believes in the easter bunny. It just makes it so fun. Went out to a really good mexican resturant for breakfast, in the mood for mexican. They had to be back by noon so they could celebrate w/ their grandma. So it was just a wonderful weekend. We then made our way back up the hill.
We were almost home and Jenny calls and tells me that the silver saddle bar reopened. Its new owners. In fact we know the one, she played softball w/ this past year. But anyway its remodeled and its so nice but whats even better is they have one of my favorite beers which is Alaskan Amber there on tap. So after we got back and I took JJ to his car we decided to go. A couple of guys I knew from before were there. Guys I can sit and talk and joke w/. There was this one guy there and he was the guy that Melanie gave a bj to at the bar. I told JJ later. He just shook his head. I did tell JJ that eventually if we go there more we will run into Terry and I hope JJ is with me and I can just smile big. The way I look at, that bar is in my neighborhood and so I should feel comfortable going there to enjoy a beer and fuck him. He doesnt live here anymore. If it happens I will not get up and leave because he is there. Elly told me yesterday she saw him on Sat. w/ the new Mrs. I said okay what did you think, she said she is skanky. I said the same thing dido said. I told her she doesnt have to say that on my account but she said she isnt ugly and she is tall but skanky. So there you go.
You know I am so blessed to have who I have in my life and what I have. Who I have is so dedicated to me. I have to tell you also that Sat nite I said to JJ I love you and he said it back w/ no hesitation. I do love him. I cant imagine being w/ anyone else. We have a good thing going. Its easy, except when I am being a dork and having my anxiety attacks every once in awhile. I didnt talk to him about it and I have to just remember when it comes up that he is going out w/ the guys that I can relax and know its okay. He loved me in my new bathing suit. He calls me beautiful. Its just nice.
For me I am back on track again. I went walking today 2miles. Saw JJ for a few. I was going to come home and spray but its frigging windy. It needs to be calm and warm. Crazy. I dont want to kill any of my stuff I want to keep growing. I passed on candy. So now I am going to cook a chicken breast and brocolli for dinner. Good job.
Oh my god I cant believe that next week is my birthday. 48 years old. Wow. Crazy. Life is good!
So anyway we go get the girls and take them out to dinner. They were so excited about the concert. It was Sammy's 1st concert. She is getting so tall. It was so good to see them. I just love hanging w/ them. They are just fun. We got to the concert hall and its a small place so you can be right up front. They had 4 bands, 1st one okay, the next 2 sucked big time. But the Horrorpops. Rockabilly, psychobilly music. They came out and the lead singer came and let me tell you. I was impressed. They are from Denmark. She is tall, long dark hair w/ the betty paige bangs, curvatious, black fitting dress w/ hose and little girlie heels and she played the big stand up base. I couldnt believe it. She was hot, had a great voice, and could play the big base. I was just blown away. No stick figure. Very could. We all had a great time. The girls just loved it.
Crashed hard after because we didnt get back to the room til after midnight. Sat slept in and took the girls out to breakfast. Went to the mall for a few and then back to the hotel. Swam and laid out by the pool for awhile. Got to lay down and took a nap. My kind of weekend. He took the girls home and I got ready for us to go out. He got back and got to enjoy each other again. Then we walked over to the sports bar. He told me to call my friend Sher in Phoenix to join us. Well she said I am bringing someone w/ me, its a surprize. I guessed Redjon. It felt wierd because he is the one I had the one night stand w/ the day I separated from Terry. We're still friends. He is a great guy. JJ goes he isnt bringing your ex and I said nope but he knew about Redjon. He didnt care. So anyway they got there and we just drank some beers and laughed and just had a great time together. It was so fun. They left and we headed back to the room at 11:30pm. Got to enjoy each other more and then crashed again. Slept in and then got the girls easter baskets together.
We picked them up and they were surprized. Sammy still believes in the easter bunny. It just makes it so fun. Went out to a really good mexican resturant for breakfast, in the mood for mexican. They had to be back by noon so they could celebrate w/ their grandma. So it was just a wonderful weekend. We then made our way back up the hill.
We were almost home and Jenny calls and tells me that the silver saddle bar reopened. Its new owners. In fact we know the one, she played softball w/ this past year. But anyway its remodeled and its so nice but whats even better is they have one of my favorite beers which is Alaskan Amber there on tap. So after we got back and I took JJ to his car we decided to go. A couple of guys I knew from before were there. Guys I can sit and talk and joke w/. There was this one guy there and he was the guy that Melanie gave a bj to at the bar. I told JJ later. He just shook his head. I did tell JJ that eventually if we go there more we will run into Terry and I hope JJ is with me and I can just smile big. The way I look at, that bar is in my neighborhood and so I should feel comfortable going there to enjoy a beer and fuck him. He doesnt live here anymore. If it happens I will not get up and leave because he is there. Elly told me yesterday she saw him on Sat. w/ the new Mrs. I said okay what did you think, she said she is skanky. I said the same thing dido said. I told her she doesnt have to say that on my account but she said she isnt ugly and she is tall but skanky. So there you go.
You know I am so blessed to have who I have in my life and what I have. Who I have is so dedicated to me. I have to tell you also that Sat nite I said to JJ I love you and he said it back w/ no hesitation. I do love him. I cant imagine being w/ anyone else. We have a good thing going. Its easy, except when I am being a dork and having my anxiety attacks every once in awhile. I didnt talk to him about it and I have to just remember when it comes up that he is going out w/ the guys that I can relax and know its okay. He loved me in my new bathing suit. He calls me beautiful. Its just nice.
For me I am back on track again. I went walking today 2miles. Saw JJ for a few. I was going to come home and spray but its frigging windy. It needs to be calm and warm. Crazy. I dont want to kill any of my stuff I want to keep growing. I passed on candy. So now I am going to cook a chicken breast and brocolli for dinner. Good job.
Oh my god I cant believe that next week is my birthday. 48 years old. Wow. Crazy. Life is good!
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Ugly Ass Anxiety!
Well the ugly ass Anxiety reared its fucking head at me but I am proud of myself for knowing and handling it. I met up w/ JJ after I dropped my car off at the Discount Tire place. As it turned out I had 2 nails side by side and so because I am smart and buy the insurance, I only paid $36.00 for the labor and the insurance on this tire. Not bad. So now I am safe to drive to phoenix tomorrow. But anyway JJ picked me up and we went to our favorite place to watch basketball, drink beer, dinner, and trivia. Dido joined us and right before we met JJ's friend called again about meeting for a beer. My mood shut down. I called Chama when I got home and she reassured me that I am doing good. I told her I know where my anxiety comes from and its Terry from all the years of crap when he went out. I realize and I have said this already that JJ is not Terry and that its truely about guy time because JJ didnt call him, Tim called JJ about meeting for a beer. I didnt feel welcomed. I was really buzzy and this whole thing is about me and not JJ. I kept my tone to a minimun. How long will take to not have this fucking anxiety. I know I can talk to JJ on Sat when we are alone. He will totally understand. It just really upsets me that I feel like this and this feeling comes over me that I hate. Chama said it, she said Letera this huge. She said, I know where this comes from, You know where this comes from, and it comes from Terry. You could start a unnessary fight w/ your boyfriend and give him more then he deserves but you know this and understand this and you dont. This is good! I know it but man it still sucks big time. Its alot of years and I guess it will take longer then I thought. Its the only anxiety I have. I am so trying to move on and not go there. I guess after so many years of being traumatized and not knowing I was being traumatized that it will just take time and I will get stronger each time. I hope so because its not fair to JJ.
He is such a good awesome guy. He truely loves me.
He was talking about him being able to take a real vacation w/ me. Going somewhere nice. Well I feel better and am glad I didnt give JJ any crap because he didnt do anything to deserve that.
Anyway, I need to go put clothes in the dryer. I am going to pack for Phoenix for the weekend. Be ready to leave right after work to meet JJ down in phoenix. I am so excited about our weekend. Its all about relaxing and sun and fun. Need it big time! Well to all if I dont get to blog, Have an awesome Easter and what ever you do to celebrate.
Happy Easter!
He is such a good awesome guy. He truely loves me.
He was talking about him being able to take a real vacation w/ me. Going somewhere nice. Well I feel better and am glad I didnt give JJ any crap because he didnt do anything to deserve that.
Anyway, I need to go put clothes in the dryer. I am going to pack for Phoenix for the weekend. Be ready to leave right after work to meet JJ down in phoenix. I am so excited about our weekend. Its all about relaxing and sun and fun. Need it big time! Well to all if I dont get to blog, Have an awesome Easter and what ever you do to celebrate.
Happy Easter!
Great night
I had such a nice evening w/ my honey. He got to the house early and we just enjoyed each other's company. My dinner came out delisc. I made the best breaded pork chops ever. Tender and the breading thinly done but oh my god yummy. Left overs for tonight. We watched Fast times at Ridgemont high. That is a funny movie if you havent seen it in awhile.
Today has been a nice day. I have to go back to the tire place so they can check my tires again. The sensor went off again. Ready for the weekend. I am so excited about getting away and having fun.
Hope everyone is having a nice day!
Today has been a nice day. I have to go back to the tire place so they can check my tires again. The sensor went off again. Ready for the weekend. I am so excited about getting away and having fun.
Hope everyone is having a nice day!
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Day off
I am so excited, I got the day off tomorrow. 11 people on the schedule. I can sleep in past 4:30. Yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
got off work got a massage. My back is feeling better. Got my tireds checked and deposit $63.00 in my savings acct. I know its not much, but it was from change I have collected. Nice.
So now I am home, made a nice dinner of chicken, asparagus, and mushrooms. Yummy. I need to start cooking w/ chicking broth instead of oil and butter.
I am also going to clean house tomorrow. time. JJ is coming over tomorrow afternoon so we can spend time together and have a nice meal.
so this changes what I was going to do about working out. I am going to go workout in the morning so I can get it out of the way for one thing and have my afternoon free to spend it w/ my man.
I find out from Jenny that Brent got the job. So now mind you he moved out because of Shane, okay, didnt leave a note, okay, well he got the job at Gore and so now they are staying in Flag and renting a house together. This is setting the stage for him possibly doing what he did again. Hmmmmmmmmmmm. What ever its there life but it makes it hard from me to be sympathetic for her if he does it again. We shall see what the future brings. I am so glad that its not my life. Thank the lord.
Continue from last nite.
Slept all nite, worked out w/ tv. Whats funny about this is that my friend dido, in florida, reminded me about the show we would work out w/ on tv, Gilad from hawaii, and how we looked so good. I turned on the tv this am and he was on tv. So I worked out w/ him. I tivo'd his show so if I am home and need a 30 min quick good work out I got it. So after I worked out Dido tells me she is going to Jazz and so I meet her there. Work out another hour. Good workout, concentrated on my abds along w/ the moves at Jazz. Dido and I would say Sean T. He does the hip hop abds. It helped alot. Out of the grouch mood at lease. Dropped off 3 bags of clothes and pillows. I have shoes and sandles to go thru.
Talking about that, Dido in Florida, is getting her own place down the street from Kenny. So she still has all her stuff to go thru from her marriage. I told her think about it when you are questioning something, ask why am I keeping it and what meaning does it have. Any negative get rid of it. Good way to move on. Surround yourself w/ positive.
So my honey is driving back from his job and so we are haning out here tonight. Cooking pork chops, pasta, and a salad. Yummy. I am going to get my JJ fill!!!
Off to vacumning and cleaning the kitchen. I want some things done before he gets here so I can relax and enjoy his company! We need this, me for sure.
Well hope all are well! Have a great day!
I am going to get my JJ fill.
got off work got a massage. My back is feeling better. Got my tireds checked and deposit $63.00 in my savings acct. I know its not much, but it was from change I have collected. Nice.
So now I am home, made a nice dinner of chicken, asparagus, and mushrooms. Yummy. I need to start cooking w/ chicking broth instead of oil and butter.
I am also going to clean house tomorrow. time. JJ is coming over tomorrow afternoon so we can spend time together and have a nice meal.
so this changes what I was going to do about working out. I am going to go workout in the morning so I can get it out of the way for one thing and have my afternoon free to spend it w/ my man.
I find out from Jenny that Brent got the job. So now mind you he moved out because of Shane, okay, didnt leave a note, okay, well he got the job at Gore and so now they are staying in Flag and renting a house together. This is setting the stage for him possibly doing what he did again. Hmmmmmmmmmmm. What ever its there life but it makes it hard from me to be sympathetic for her if he does it again. We shall see what the future brings. I am so glad that its not my life. Thank the lord.
Continue from last nite.
Slept all nite, worked out w/ tv. Whats funny about this is that my friend dido, in florida, reminded me about the show we would work out w/ on tv, Gilad from hawaii, and how we looked so good. I turned on the tv this am and he was on tv. So I worked out w/ him. I tivo'd his show so if I am home and need a 30 min quick good work out I got it. So after I worked out Dido tells me she is going to Jazz and so I meet her there. Work out another hour. Good workout, concentrated on my abds along w/ the moves at Jazz. Dido and I would say Sean T. He does the hip hop abds. It helped alot. Out of the grouch mood at lease. Dropped off 3 bags of clothes and pillows. I have shoes and sandles to go thru.
Talking about that, Dido in Florida, is getting her own place down the street from Kenny. So she still has all her stuff to go thru from her marriage. I told her think about it when you are questioning something, ask why am I keeping it and what meaning does it have. Any negative get rid of it. Good way to move on. Surround yourself w/ positive.
So my honey is driving back from his job and so we are haning out here tonight. Cooking pork chops, pasta, and a salad. Yummy. I am going to get my JJ fill!!!
Off to vacumning and cleaning the kitchen. I want some things done before he gets here so I can relax and enjoy his company! We need this, me for sure.
Well hope all are well! Have a great day!
I am going to get my JJ fill.
people in our area
The overage of people came to our preop. The nurses that were here said it was so hard because some of them didnt even know where their family was and if they were okay. It was very sad. 2 young people died, 19 and 21.
car wreck
I cant believe it, I dont know if you all heard, but we had a 100 to 140 car pile on I-40 due to a white out and a stupid idiot stopping to take pictures of a wreck. It was between flagstaff and belmont for about 4 miles or so. They brought 53 people to the ER. 2 people died at the scene and 1 died after getting to the hospital. Several went to surgery. This is the 2nd diaster since I have been here. Crazy Crazy. The crazy thing was I didnt know til Monday morning. It happen on sunday.
Thank god all turned out well.
Well back to work!
Thank god all turned out well.
Well back to work!
Monday, March 17, 2008
Happy St Patricks Day
Happy St Patricks Day to all. Enjoy some green beer.
I did not sleep well last nite due to my back being so tender. I went to sleep by 9:30 and woke up at midnight. Then I get back to sleep and the alarm went off at
4:30. I took my vitamins but I am very tired and kind of grouchy. I'm not even pms'ing. I am totally post.
I am going to work out after work today and do hip hop abds. We are going to measure also. Kool. My horoscope said to get serious about working out or changing your diet. You will feel better. I still kept the 5lbs off out of the 8lbs. So thats kool.
Hope all is well w/ everyone.
I did not sleep well last nite due to my back being so tender. I went to sleep by 9:30 and woke up at midnight. Then I get back to sleep and the alarm went off at
4:30. I took my vitamins but I am very tired and kind of grouchy. I'm not even pms'ing. I am totally post.
I am going to work out after work today and do hip hop abds. We are going to measure also. Kool. My horoscope said to get serious about working out or changing your diet. You will feel better. I still kept the 5lbs off out of the 8lbs. So thats kool.
Hope all is well w/ everyone.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Sunday afternoon
Well the weekend is almost over. Its been rather nice actually. Cold but nice. We got some snow briefly today but nothing major. Enough to get the ground wet. Kool.
I went to bed early Friday nite. JJ went out w/ his friend Tim. Dinner, beers, and a concert downtown. When he was getting ready to go out, I didnt say anything but I started having some anxiety. I hung up and talked myself thru it. Its getting better each time. I am telling you all the years of mistrust still plays w/ my mind. I just tell myself. JJ is not Terry and they are just doing the guy thing. Weird how that is the only thing I have anxiety over. Like I said I didnt tell JJ because I want him to have guy friends and do stuff w/ them so he enjoys living here. He needs that.
Dido was proud of me.
Anyway, enough of that, I did get called in around 4:50am. I woke up right before the phone rang. Got out of there at 7:15. JJ and I went downtown for breakfast and went back to his place. I stayed for alittle while and then went and worked out. I am so glad I am back on track over working out again. My next thing on my list after going home to shower was to go to Elly's son's, Luke, birthday party. It was so cute seeing 3 year olds playing. They had a great time. Luke is absolutely adorable. Beautiful and a good kid. Listens. Stayed an hour and met up JJ.
We did some running around and headed to Buffallo Wild Wings to watch UCLA play. His friend Tim showed up and drank beer w/ us. We all headed to his place for a few. I went to my happy place and it kicked my ass. We left there, came back to my place and watched George Carlin. He is so fucking funny. He says what he thinks whether it be politically correct or not. He doesnt care. By the time it was over I was ready for bed. We laid in bed cuddlying and listening to his ipod w/ the earphones. I am telling you I miss that. Thats alright in August when he moves in I will get that back. We were asleep by 9:30. I was beat. I took an Ambien and crashed hard. Didnt wake up til after 7am. Good night's sleep. Got me some and then we got up and moved around. Went to the mall, best buy, and the grocery store. Ate lunch together. Dropped him off and came home. It feels good to be in my home.
Tomorrow Dido and I are going to do Hip Hop Abs after work tomorrow. She has had the dvd for awhile and hadnt done it. I watched a commercial. So tomorrow we are going to do it. Get done alittle early. If Elly gets out of work early then I will go over to her house and look at some paint color she picked and her new dining room table.
Friday JJ has to return his pump to Tempe, so I am going to try to get off alittle early and drive down there and pick him up. We are getting a room for the entire weekend. Go pick up the girls and go to see multiple bands at this place we like in Tempe. Its an all ages concert. The main band is the Horror Pops. A chick is the lead singer. They have one song I love She's heading to the disco. Alot of their music sounds the same but still the same it will fun to see them. Get ready for the freak show. We will have the girls til Sat afternoon and so we can just hang out at the hotel and swim and enjoy. They are celebrating Easter w/ their mom, stepday, and his family Sat evening since their step dad has to work Sunday am. So thats kool, JJ and I will go back to the hotel. Their is a sports bar across the street that we can walk to from the hotel. Eat some dinner, drink a few beers, and bet on some horse races. Go back to the room and enjoy the hot tub and pool and ourselves. Woohoo. Pick the girls back up on Sunday, go to the movies, pick up Jr from the bus station at 3pm. Yes he is coming here for spring break. He asked if he could come for the week. JJ said fine. You better have your bus tickets ahead of time. JJ will be starting his 1st full week at Bud and so he will be home in the afternoon and nighttime. So he can keep an eye on the boy. So will let you know how that goes.
Other wise this week I am doing an incentive shift. That means $20.00/hr extra. Woohoo. Nice. We have alot of young docs now and they like to be off w/ their family so it will be an interesting week of work. Not sure how the schedule will be. Could be Busy or slow. We shall see.
I went to bed early Friday nite. JJ went out w/ his friend Tim. Dinner, beers, and a concert downtown. When he was getting ready to go out, I didnt say anything but I started having some anxiety. I hung up and talked myself thru it. Its getting better each time. I am telling you all the years of mistrust still plays w/ my mind. I just tell myself. JJ is not Terry and they are just doing the guy thing. Weird how that is the only thing I have anxiety over. Like I said I didnt tell JJ because I want him to have guy friends and do stuff w/ them so he enjoys living here. He needs that.
Dido was proud of me.
Anyway, enough of that, I did get called in around 4:50am. I woke up right before the phone rang. Got out of there at 7:15. JJ and I went downtown for breakfast and went back to his place. I stayed for alittle while and then went and worked out. I am so glad I am back on track over working out again. My next thing on my list after going home to shower was to go to Elly's son's, Luke, birthday party. It was so cute seeing 3 year olds playing. They had a great time. Luke is absolutely adorable. Beautiful and a good kid. Listens. Stayed an hour and met up JJ.
We did some running around and headed to Buffallo Wild Wings to watch UCLA play. His friend Tim showed up and drank beer w/ us. We all headed to his place for a few. I went to my happy place and it kicked my ass. We left there, came back to my place and watched George Carlin. He is so fucking funny. He says what he thinks whether it be politically correct or not. He doesnt care. By the time it was over I was ready for bed. We laid in bed cuddlying and listening to his ipod w/ the earphones. I am telling you I miss that. Thats alright in August when he moves in I will get that back. We were asleep by 9:30. I was beat. I took an Ambien and crashed hard. Didnt wake up til after 7am. Good night's sleep. Got me some and then we got up and moved around. Went to the mall, best buy, and the grocery store. Ate lunch together. Dropped him off and came home. It feels good to be in my home.
Tomorrow Dido and I are going to do Hip Hop Abs after work tomorrow. She has had the dvd for awhile and hadnt done it. I watched a commercial. So tomorrow we are going to do it. Get done alittle early. If Elly gets out of work early then I will go over to her house and look at some paint color she picked and her new dining room table.
Friday JJ has to return his pump to Tempe, so I am going to try to get off alittle early and drive down there and pick him up. We are getting a room for the entire weekend. Go pick up the girls and go to see multiple bands at this place we like in Tempe. Its an all ages concert. The main band is the Horror Pops. A chick is the lead singer. They have one song I love She's heading to the disco. Alot of their music sounds the same but still the same it will fun to see them. Get ready for the freak show. We will have the girls til Sat afternoon and so we can just hang out at the hotel and swim and enjoy. They are celebrating Easter w/ their mom, stepday, and his family Sat evening since their step dad has to work Sunday am. So thats kool, JJ and I will go back to the hotel. Their is a sports bar across the street that we can walk to from the hotel. Eat some dinner, drink a few beers, and bet on some horse races. Go back to the room and enjoy the hot tub and pool and ourselves. Woohoo. Pick the girls back up on Sunday, go to the movies, pick up Jr from the bus station at 3pm. Yes he is coming here for spring break. He asked if he could come for the week. JJ said fine. You better have your bus tickets ahead of time. JJ will be starting his 1st full week at Bud and so he will be home in the afternoon and nighttime. So he can keep an eye on the boy. So will let you know how that goes.
Other wise this week I am doing an incentive shift. That means $20.00/hr extra. Woohoo. Nice. We have alot of young docs now and they like to be off w/ their family so it will be an interesting week of work. Not sure how the schedule will be. Could be Busy or slow. We shall see.
Friday, March 14, 2008
Woohoo its Friday
Woohoo its Friday! Well the class didnt happen at home depot. bummer, but I got my light bulbs and weed killer. So got that done.
The debrievement went okay actually. There were only 3 of us which is a shame that more people didnt show up. It helped. But also its a reminder that when the brother comes back to work it will come up again.
I am on call tonight and my period started last nite and I am tired today. Slept well but really tired. Thats alright when I am done w/ work, hopefully get to see JJ for a few and then come home and rest up for tonight. I think he is going to a concert w/ his friend Tim tonight. Guy nite. I hope he has a great time.
Tomorrow for me is, if not working tonight, then working out in the morning and Luke's birthday. He turns 3. I have to go get hime something. It will be fun.
The debrievement went okay actually. There were only 3 of us which is a shame that more people didnt show up. It helped. But also its a reminder that when the brother comes back to work it will come up again.
I am on call tonight and my period started last nite and I am tired today. Slept well but really tired. Thats alright when I am done w/ work, hopefully get to see JJ for a few and then come home and rest up for tonight. I think he is going to a concert w/ his friend Tim tonight. Guy nite. I hope he has a great time.
Tomorrow for me is, if not working tonight, then working out in the morning and Luke's birthday. He turns 3. I have to go get hime something. It will be fun.
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Mixture of stuff!
The date was great. Took my time getting ready. Wore a long sleeve old navy tshirt w/ jeans. It was a t shirt and jeans nite. Met him at Granny's and Tim was there so we hung out and drank a couple of beers. I like Time. Young but really responsible.
Anyway took off and went down town and got to the Orpheum and got right in. Not crowed. Saw people I knew. It was nice just being w/ my man. We walked down to the stage and Shooter finally came on at 9:30. Okay thats late for me usually. I am a whimp. I claim it proudly. But I was good last nite. He puts on a good show. but short, 1hr and 15mins. One of the band members looked he was out of Led Zepplin, the hair and all were the 70's look. Shooter looks like his dad. I guess the thing is to let the hair stay in your face. I want to see their faces. The other guy, long brown hair and cute. Little guy. Cute. He was up on stage right in front of us. But anyway the concert was awesome. We left there and I was starving. I truely dont eat near as much and so off to Carl's junior for food, took it back to JJ's. We ate and went to bed and both of us were tired but horny. We were falling asleep and He reaches over and tells me to turn towards him and tells me that he wants me to know how much I mean to him and that he loves me. I just melted. Finally just give in and get some and then fall asleep. Didnt sleep well. His mattress is to hard for me. My hips and back just kill me after. But all the same didnt have to get up til 7 to be at work at 7:30. That was such a treat.
I get there and recover a kid and they send me home 35 mins later. I am going to take a nap and head back into town later. Today is the Counseling session on the pt who died Monday. It will be in the behavior health unit in their conference room. Their are a couple of us who are going. Then I am done w/ it. Not totally because when his brother comes back to work I will see him and tell him how sorry I am for his loss. Like Dido said we have sucky jobs sometimes. But that is at 3:15. From there I am going to meet Dido for Jazz at 5:30. Because after that I am going to class at 7 to learn about faucets and how to put them in. I am becoming Empowered!
That is a good damn feeling to have. Dont have to rely on men if not needed. I did tell JJ he could be my assistant so I can use him for his strength.
So all in all My week has been a mixture of stuff. Some bad but alot of good.
I am taking my list w/ me to buy weed killer to spray the yard and buy light bulbs for the new fans. The part that screws in is little. So they are not regular size bulbs. Maybe I will go earlier so I can do this. I also want to just price the tile for the back splash in the kitchen. Dido and I decided on a golden color, It would bring out that color in the counter top. Maybe 1 inch tiles that has a netting to the back to put up on the wall. That will make such a difference in the kitchen.
Well off to take a nap. Have a great day!
Anyway took off and went down town and got to the Orpheum and got right in. Not crowed. Saw people I knew. It was nice just being w/ my man. We walked down to the stage and Shooter finally came on at 9:30. Okay thats late for me usually. I am a whimp. I claim it proudly. But I was good last nite. He puts on a good show. but short, 1hr and 15mins. One of the band members looked he was out of Led Zepplin, the hair and all were the 70's look. Shooter looks like his dad. I guess the thing is to let the hair stay in your face. I want to see their faces. The other guy, long brown hair and cute. Little guy. Cute. He was up on stage right in front of us. But anyway the concert was awesome. We left there and I was starving. I truely dont eat near as much and so off to Carl's junior for food, took it back to JJ's. We ate and went to bed and both of us were tired but horny. We were falling asleep and He reaches over and tells me to turn towards him and tells me that he wants me to know how much I mean to him and that he loves me. I just melted. Finally just give in and get some and then fall asleep. Didnt sleep well. His mattress is to hard for me. My hips and back just kill me after. But all the same didnt have to get up til 7 to be at work at 7:30. That was such a treat.
I get there and recover a kid and they send me home 35 mins later. I am going to take a nap and head back into town later. Today is the Counseling session on the pt who died Monday. It will be in the behavior health unit in their conference room. Their are a couple of us who are going. Then I am done w/ it. Not totally because when his brother comes back to work I will see him and tell him how sorry I am for his loss. Like Dido said we have sucky jobs sometimes. But that is at 3:15. From there I am going to meet Dido for Jazz at 5:30. Because after that I am going to class at 7 to learn about faucets and how to put them in. I am becoming Empowered!
That is a good damn feeling to have. Dont have to rely on men if not needed. I did tell JJ he could be my assistant so I can use him for his strength.
So all in all My week has been a mixture of stuff. Some bad but alot of good.
I am taking my list w/ me to buy weed killer to spray the yard and buy light bulbs for the new fans. The part that screws in is little. So they are not regular size bulbs. Maybe I will go earlier so I can do this. I also want to just price the tile for the back splash in the kitchen. Dido and I decided on a golden color, It would bring out that color in the counter top. Maybe 1 inch tiles that has a netting to the back to put up on the wall. That will make such a difference in the kitchen.
Well off to take a nap. Have a great day!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
A date!
Going on a date w/ my man. We are going to see Shooter Jennings. Dido said he was good. He was raised by his daddy Waylan to not be a showman. He is playing at the Orpheum downtown. JJ's place is going to be a great place to live this summer. Dont even have to take the car. We can walk. Just awesome.
You know I was thinking a few minutes ago when JJ was struggling so badly and I told him its got to get better. And he was so distressed and said when? Letera you say that all the time and it hasn't. But it has. It just did. He made it happen. I am going to remind him of that conversation. Because that is a ah ha moment as Oprah says. It is happening for both of us right now. I am staying w/ him tonight. Dont have to be at work til 7:30pm. Which is awesome because I just took my shower and dont have to take one in the morning. They dont smoke there and so I dont smell when I leave the concert. So I can sleep in til 6:30am. Woohoo.
I just know its all meant to be and its good! Plans changed. We are going to meet at Granny's Closet. Its known for its beers and wings. Its a bar/resturant. JJ is going to meet his friend, T, then I dont have to hurry up getting ready. So we are going to just make a circle from Granny's, downtown, then home. We dont plan on hardly drinking tonight. Maybe one, thats it for me. Thats great. I like this plan. He gets his guy time and then I get to enjoy listening to music here while getting ready and then enjoy my time w/ my man. I want to look nice for him. Getting butterflies and horny all at the same time!
You know I was thinking a few minutes ago when JJ was struggling so badly and I told him its got to get better. And he was so distressed and said when? Letera you say that all the time and it hasn't. But it has. It just did. He made it happen. I am going to remind him of that conversation. Because that is a ah ha moment as Oprah says. It is happening for both of us right now. I am staying w/ him tonight. Dont have to be at work til 7:30pm. Which is awesome because I just took my shower and dont have to take one in the morning. They dont smoke there and so I dont smell when I leave the concert. So I can sleep in til 6:30am. Woohoo.
I just know its all meant to be and its good! Plans changed. We are going to meet at Granny's Closet. Its known for its beers and wings. Its a bar/resturant. JJ is going to meet his friend, T, then I dont have to hurry up getting ready. So we are going to just make a circle from Granny's, downtown, then home. We dont plan on hardly drinking tonight. Maybe one, thats it for me. Thats great. I like this plan. He gets his guy time and then I get to enjoy listening to music here while getting ready and then enjoy my time w/ my man. I want to look nice for him. Getting butterflies and horny all at the same time!
Say What you have to say!
Well it did happen. The pt I had passed that afternoon. Very sad. Way to young. So everyone hug your love ones and tell them how much you love them. You truely dont know what the day will bring. To all of you I love you and want you to know that.
Life is way to short for regret. I dont want to regret a thing!
Life is way to short for regret. I dont want to regret a thing!
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
day off
I am so glad I am off today. ABout to get dressed and go workout this morning and then meet Dav at the house and help him change out my ceiling fans. I met the girls at Jazz yesterday and found out this guy I got ready for surgery might not have made it. It just made me so sad. He is in his 30's and was having a mass removed from his lung. I just remember how scared he was and his face said it all. I was working out and that song Say what you have to say by John Mayer came on and its from the bucket list and it just made me cry. I havent found out for sure but it didnt sound like he was going to make it. I am hormonal this week but its so hard when you take care of someone and then their life might be gone. I will find out from Dav today because Elly was in that room.
On to other things. JJ had a good 1st day. He is with another driver today. He will have some good stories. Funny stuff. He is in heaven being around all the bud products. I am so happy for him. We spoke w/ Shenana last nite and she is so happy to know that he will eventually move back in w/ me. Things are falling in place.
Jenny sold her house yesterday. She is only walking away w/ $6,000.00. I know she will walk away from the burden of it. What bothers me is that what she is doing is about Brent. She made a comment that he is already looking at houses in Chandler.
She wanted to either be in Ohio or Peoria/Glendale area. Not my life. But I do worry about her not doing for her and her son. She is not a strong person. Time will tell.
Well hope everyone is well.
On to other things. JJ had a good 1st day. He is with another driver today. He will have some good stories. Funny stuff. He is in heaven being around all the bud products. I am so happy for him. We spoke w/ Shenana last nite and she is so happy to know that he will eventually move back in w/ me. Things are falling in place.
Jenny sold her house yesterday. She is only walking away w/ $6,000.00. I know she will walk away from the burden of it. What bothers me is that what she is doing is about Brent. She made a comment that he is already looking at houses in Chandler.
She wanted to either be in Ohio or Peoria/Glendale area. Not my life. But I do worry about her not doing for her and her son. She is not a strong person. Time will tell.
Well hope everyone is well.
Monday, March 10, 2008
Awesome Day
It has turned out to be an awesome day. Work was good. JJ called Bud this am about coming over to do paperwork and they already put him w/ a driver to start a training. Already getting paid. Awesome.
I got off an hour early and the weather is so beautiful. Cant be in the sun long due to the prednisone. Sensitivity to sun. But I did go out and start one of my yard projects toward beautifying. I started taking out the bolts of the fence that divides up the yard. I am opening it up. I have alot of work ahead as far as cleaning up the yard. One thing at a time to get there. Its all about preparation right now. I can see how it will look so good when I get it done. I dont know why I didnt think about opening up the yard before after all this time but its going to work out so nicely. It will require rock and pavers but it will be awesome. The warmth of the sun felt so good. Dido is coming over tomorrow to help me take it down. Need to call Ellen's hubby, Dav, to see what time he is coming over to change out the fans. I also saw at home depot they are having a class on faucets at 7pm. I will be there so I can do that in my front bathroom. I have 2 right now to change out.
I am going to head back into town to work out and stay at JJ's tonight to see how his 1st day is going. He is so excited. I am so excited for him and us. Life is good!
I got off an hour early and the weather is so beautiful. Cant be in the sun long due to the prednisone. Sensitivity to sun. But I did go out and start one of my yard projects toward beautifying. I started taking out the bolts of the fence that divides up the yard. I am opening it up. I have alot of work ahead as far as cleaning up the yard. One thing at a time to get there. Its all about preparation right now. I can see how it will look so good when I get it done. I dont know why I didnt think about opening up the yard before after all this time but its going to work out so nicely. It will require rock and pavers but it will be awesome. The warmth of the sun felt so good. Dido is coming over tomorrow to help me take it down. Need to call Ellen's hubby, Dav, to see what time he is coming over to change out the fans. I also saw at home depot they are having a class on faucets at 7pm. I will be there so I can do that in my front bathroom. I have 2 right now to change out.
I am going to head back into town to work out and stay at JJ's tonight to see how his 1st day is going. He is so excited. I am so excited for him and us. Life is good!
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Great Time
Ended up at Dido and Dick's (Dido's hubby) last nite. Played all kinds of pokers, stupid rules, nickels, dimes, and quarters. Played for 4 hours. We all had a great time. Their kids joined all w/ their one friend for a little while. Dido's kids are great. Dick's employee from his business came to play also. It was just fun. Relaxing. I found out I can pita bread and spinach salad w/ no spices. Doesnt bother my tongue. I also found out that the coffee I bought from World market is low acid. So I could finally have coffee.
We were going to get up and go to the movies. I woke up at 8 and JJ is still sleeping. I know he is so tired. So I am just letting him sleep and I could maybe do the movie after work this week. No biggie. I will have to take him home. We need to go to Walmart and big 5. I need to new tennis shoes. I only wear New Balance. One for work and one for working out. I have had them over a year and can tell they are not doing it for me. My back hurts sometimes and so I am thinking the support is going.
We were at Fry's grocery store and for customer appreciation they are doing profession photos for a $6.00 sitting fee and for $10.00 get an 8x10, 5x7, and 16 small photos and then up course if you want to do more. JJ said they do a good job. Thats how he got the photos of him and Carrie a week before she died. I am telling you when I look at those photos you would never had know she would have died a week later. She looked absolutely healthy. Oh well, so much for that. But he thought it was a good idea to do photos of us. We wont be able to include the kids on this one but sometimes soon we will do one w/ the girls. He is truely moving on.
Continuation of earlier:
Right as I typed my last sentence JJ woke up and couldnt believe he slept in so late and I didnt wake him up. I told him I was being considerate. He said dont be considerate, just wake me up. We had a nice day.
Went to big 5 and found my New balance shoes for work and working out on sale like in the paper. Also found a new ball w/ tubes for your arms to use at the house again. I loved my ball but it just stretched out to much and couldnt be used. Ended up at Walmart and found me a cute pair of sandles for $12.00. Comfy too. Then we went by the movies and the movie was playing at 1:10 so he took me over to Bufallo Wild Wings for a lunch and I was able to eat a grill chicken wrap w/ just lettuce and cheese and a little mayo. Didnt eat the chips and had a wheat beer w/ no lemon. Seem to agree w/ me. I still have one area on tongue that hurts but its healing.
Ran into the guys that JJ played softball w/ and it was kool to see them. Nice guys.
Had lunch and still made it back to the movie w/ in an hour. Not bad. It was packed.
Okay my critique of the movie, dont know if I spelled it right, Great special effects, beautiful scenery, story line so so. Worth seeing on the big screen though. Its not JJ's kind of movie. He loves comedies. He's not a sci fi kind of guy. Since I see the movies he likes it was his turn to see what I wanted.
Afterwards took him home, hung out for a few. Needed to go to radio shack. I Needed new plug for my sirius satalite radio. Also found a new holder, charger for my ipod. My other one took a shit. I like this one better. It finds the radio station that is the clearest and charges it. Plugs into the cigarette lighter. It holds it up so its right there when you choose music. Dont have to look down at all. I also discovered due to someone telling me but we have a christopher banks and a CJ banks, which is the big girls version of christopher banks. Oh my god, nice clothes. They start at size 14. I went to the sales racks and found a sweater, vest, and a long sleve black shirt all marked down. I spent a whole $27.00 and it would have originally cost between $100 to $150. The vest was $45.00 alone. They mark down every wed. They are having a friends and family 40% off next month. I found this cute tank top that frilly and really pretty. I will be watching for that to be marked down for sure.
I found out today how far I have come in dealing w/ Terry. I was deleting all these old emails. I came across the emails from the responses back and forth last year from Terry after I emailed Melanie. I read them and thought oh my god I am so happy I am not with him anymore. I didnt react to them at all, just couldnt believe I was w/ him. I deleted and it felt good to get rid of that shit. I told JJ about it, and he agreed I was so much better off. I am in such a much better place. Overall a much happier person. I have my moments like any one but man what a difference. I am truely trying to just move on and get better.
I cant believe in several weeks I am going to be 48 years old. Wow. And I decided I may not have the greatest body but my man likes it the way it is. I like me and all I am about. I am a strong likeable person who is so blessed to have so much good in my life. My life is just getting better and better. Life is Good! And on that note I am off to eat my dinner of rice and asparugus. Hope everyone had a nice weekend.
We were going to get up and go to the movies. I woke up at 8 and JJ is still sleeping. I know he is so tired. So I am just letting him sleep and I could maybe do the movie after work this week. No biggie. I will have to take him home. We need to go to Walmart and big 5. I need to new tennis shoes. I only wear New Balance. One for work and one for working out. I have had them over a year and can tell they are not doing it for me. My back hurts sometimes and so I am thinking the support is going.
We were at Fry's grocery store and for customer appreciation they are doing profession photos for a $6.00 sitting fee and for $10.00 get an 8x10, 5x7, and 16 small photos and then up course if you want to do more. JJ said they do a good job. Thats how he got the photos of him and Carrie a week before she died. I am telling you when I look at those photos you would never had know she would have died a week later. She looked absolutely healthy. Oh well, so much for that. But he thought it was a good idea to do photos of us. We wont be able to include the kids on this one but sometimes soon we will do one w/ the girls. He is truely moving on.
Continuation of earlier:
Right as I typed my last sentence JJ woke up and couldnt believe he slept in so late and I didnt wake him up. I told him I was being considerate. He said dont be considerate, just wake me up. We had a nice day.
Went to big 5 and found my New balance shoes for work and working out on sale like in the paper. Also found a new ball w/ tubes for your arms to use at the house again. I loved my ball but it just stretched out to much and couldnt be used. Ended up at Walmart and found me a cute pair of sandles for $12.00. Comfy too. Then we went by the movies and the movie was playing at 1:10 so he took me over to Bufallo Wild Wings for a lunch and I was able to eat a grill chicken wrap w/ just lettuce and cheese and a little mayo. Didnt eat the chips and had a wheat beer w/ no lemon. Seem to agree w/ me. I still have one area on tongue that hurts but its healing.
Ran into the guys that JJ played softball w/ and it was kool to see them. Nice guys.
Had lunch and still made it back to the movie w/ in an hour. Not bad. It was packed.
Okay my critique of the movie, dont know if I spelled it right, Great special effects, beautiful scenery, story line so so. Worth seeing on the big screen though. Its not JJ's kind of movie. He loves comedies. He's not a sci fi kind of guy. Since I see the movies he likes it was his turn to see what I wanted.
Afterwards took him home, hung out for a few. Needed to go to radio shack. I Needed new plug for my sirius satalite radio. Also found a new holder, charger for my ipod. My other one took a shit. I like this one better. It finds the radio station that is the clearest and charges it. Plugs into the cigarette lighter. It holds it up so its right there when you choose music. Dont have to look down at all. I also discovered due to someone telling me but we have a christopher banks and a CJ banks, which is the big girls version of christopher banks. Oh my god, nice clothes. They start at size 14. I went to the sales racks and found a sweater, vest, and a long sleve black shirt all marked down. I spent a whole $27.00 and it would have originally cost between $100 to $150. The vest was $45.00 alone. They mark down every wed. They are having a friends and family 40% off next month. I found this cute tank top that frilly and really pretty. I will be watching for that to be marked down for sure.
I found out today how far I have come in dealing w/ Terry. I was deleting all these old emails. I came across the emails from the responses back and forth last year from Terry after I emailed Melanie. I read them and thought oh my god I am so happy I am not with him anymore. I didnt react to them at all, just couldnt believe I was w/ him. I deleted and it felt good to get rid of that shit. I told JJ about it, and he agreed I was so much better off. I am in such a much better place. Overall a much happier person. I have my moments like any one but man what a difference. I am truely trying to just move on and get better.
I cant believe in several weeks I am going to be 48 years old. Wow. And I decided I may not have the greatest body but my man likes it the way it is. I like me and all I am about. I am a strong likeable person who is so blessed to have so much good in my life. My life is just getting better and better. Life is Good! And on that note I am off to eat my dinner of rice and asparugus. Hope everyone had a nice weekend.
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Shopping!
Oh my god, World Market is open and it is absolutely the best store in Flagstaff. Everyone here has been waiting for them to open. alot of us go to World Market when you go to Phoenix. So now that is no longer a have to do when we go to Phoenix. Also you dont have to buy out the store because they are here and staying. I hope you guys love it as much as we do when they open in Lubbock. They have so much cool stuff to decorate w/ and the colors, foods of different kinds, coffee's, furniture, etc. The only thing they wont have there because of it being a dry county is their fabulous wine selection. Its amazing how many people go there for their wines alone. I bought a few different pillows, a wicker tray/basket of the bathroom to place some different size and shape lotions. I bought some really pretty silk red and white flowers for this plastic vase thats a reddish brown. To look at it you wouldn't know it was plastic but it is so light. Looks so good in my livingroom. I bought some foods, snacks for the dogs, and a cute rug shaped like a dog bone to put under their dishers. Big time highlight. If you sign up for their email you can get 40% coupons off an item in the store. I told my mom she will always know what to give me for birthdays and Christmas. Gift cards.
Had an awesome day yesterday. Worked, all good, except for one crazy homeless guy our age. Sad but defiately having with drawals from Meth. Just sad. But otherwise good. Got to hang out w/ JJ after work for alittle while and got me some prior to going out. He met up w/ a friend of his at one place and I met up w/ the girls at a different place. Altitudes, Resturant/bar across the railroad tracks. They do the train shots of different kinds. Yummy food. We sat out in the sun and warmed up and then went in as it was getting cooler outside. JJ and Dido's hubby Barn, showed up to celebrate JJ's good news and have dinner together. It was so fun. I drank White russian's. Since it had a milk base, I could drink them. Yummy. They went down to smooth. After wards I stayed at JJ's and slept over there. It was so wonderful. We layed in bed and listen to his ipod and got after it. We were both so horny. We must have fell asleep and woke up cuddling. The music was off and so it was so quiet. JJ says to me in my ear, I love you and and I said it back and told him he was the best and he told me I was the best and we fell back to sleep. It was so nice to hear. It was so comfortable and just nice.
Woke up early to meet the girls to Jazz at a new place, and they are at some coorporate meeting in Phoenix. So no class. So we went to a new coffee shop and had breakfast. Afterwards went to World Market and Home depot. Went over to JJ's yard and met for a few minutes. He was cleaning his pump. I drove up and said 2 more weeks of this and never to return to this yard every again. Woohoo. Oh my god our future is just going to be so much better.
So I am home, cleaned up the kitchen, and put the stuff I bought in its place. I just love my new vase w/ the flowers in the livingroom and my new pillows. I will be buying my coffee table and entertainment center from World Market. It will look so good w/ my leather furniture.
I am meeting up w/ JJ later to go play nickel, dime, and quarter poker at Dido and Barn's house. Should be so fun. I am driving so JJ can drink and I will drink water. I dont want to push it w/ my tongue. I am going to bring pita bread, celery, and maybe humus to eat. Bland foods. I thought having a glass of this new riesling wine I bought today. Not sure yet. JJ will come back here w/ me tonight. Do some laundry and in the morning going to the movies to see 10,000 BC. I cant wait. I love those kind of movies. It has to be seen on the big screen to get the full effect. Then later on blue ray for home. So its turning out to be just a wonderful fun weekend. No weight on the shoulders about anything. Nice. The way it should be.
Update on my Audio book, The new earth. It is defiately new age. It took a little while to get into it. But it is defiately making me think about my past and how to move on to the future. How to deal w/ things that come up along the way and what I choose to do to handle it. I can finally say that life is easing up as far as the stress. I really like having this book on audio because I am listening to it. I dont always take the time to read.
Well off to eat my rice. Hope all are having a wonderful weekend!
Had an awesome day yesterday. Worked, all good, except for one crazy homeless guy our age. Sad but defiately having with drawals from Meth. Just sad. But otherwise good. Got to hang out w/ JJ after work for alittle while and got me some prior to going out. He met up w/ a friend of his at one place and I met up w/ the girls at a different place. Altitudes, Resturant/bar across the railroad tracks. They do the train shots of different kinds. Yummy food. We sat out in the sun and warmed up and then went in as it was getting cooler outside. JJ and Dido's hubby Barn, showed up to celebrate JJ's good news and have dinner together. It was so fun. I drank White russian's. Since it had a milk base, I could drink them. Yummy. They went down to smooth. After wards I stayed at JJ's and slept over there. It was so wonderful. We layed in bed and listen to his ipod and got after it. We were both so horny. We must have fell asleep and woke up cuddling. The music was off and so it was so quiet. JJ says to me in my ear, I love you and and I said it back and told him he was the best and he told me I was the best and we fell back to sleep. It was so nice to hear. It was so comfortable and just nice.
Woke up early to meet the girls to Jazz at a new place, and they are at some coorporate meeting in Phoenix. So no class. So we went to a new coffee shop and had breakfast. Afterwards went to World Market and Home depot. Went over to JJ's yard and met for a few minutes. He was cleaning his pump. I drove up and said 2 more weeks of this and never to return to this yard every again. Woohoo. Oh my god our future is just going to be so much better.
So I am home, cleaned up the kitchen, and put the stuff I bought in its place. I just love my new vase w/ the flowers in the livingroom and my new pillows. I will be buying my coffee table and entertainment center from World Market. It will look so good w/ my leather furniture.
I am meeting up w/ JJ later to go play nickel, dime, and quarter poker at Dido and Barn's house. Should be so fun. I am driving so JJ can drink and I will drink water. I dont want to push it w/ my tongue. I am going to bring pita bread, celery, and maybe humus to eat. Bland foods. I thought having a glass of this new riesling wine I bought today. Not sure yet. JJ will come back here w/ me tonight. Do some laundry and in the morning going to the movies to see 10,000 BC. I cant wait. I love those kind of movies. It has to be seen on the big screen to get the full effect. Then later on blue ray for home. So its turning out to be just a wonderful fun weekend. No weight on the shoulders about anything. Nice. The way it should be.
Update on my Audio book, The new earth. It is defiately new age. It took a little while to get into it. But it is defiately making me think about my past and how to move on to the future. How to deal w/ things that come up along the way and what I choose to do to handle it. I can finally say that life is easing up as far as the stress. I really like having this book on audio because I am listening to it. I dont always take the time to read.
Well off to eat my rice. Hope all are having a wonderful weekend!
Friday, March 7, 2008
More Congrats in order
More Congratulations in order. JJ got the call this am to work at Bud. He is going to give in his 2 weeks notice. The guy said though when he has no work come down and train. I am so happy for him. He is so excited!
We will celebrate today.
On the other note, I dont think I have mentioned this but I have had this wierd rash to my tongue and mouth. I had the ENT doc look at it and he 1st says peculiar. I said great. He put me on prenisone for 5 days. I am on day 2 and my tongue is so much better but if its better I dont have to take the full amount. Thank god. Its making me feel so fricken wierd. He tells me to foreworn everyone I will be a grouch and not myself. I said great. I woke up and just feel like I am not in own body. I dont like this stuff. Other people told me the same thing when they took it. I have only eaten bland food this week and now have lost 7lbs.
But life is getting better. I cant wait to see JJ. Havent seen him since Tues. Need my JJ fill.
We will celebrate today.
On the other note, I dont think I have mentioned this but I have had this wierd rash to my tongue and mouth. I had the ENT doc look at it and he 1st says peculiar. I said great. He put me on prenisone for 5 days. I am on day 2 and my tongue is so much better but if its better I dont have to take the full amount. Thank god. Its making me feel so fricken wierd. He tells me to foreworn everyone I will be a grouch and not myself. I said great. I woke up and just feel like I am not in own body. I dont like this stuff. Other people told me the same thing when they took it. I have only eaten bland food this week and now have lost 7lbs.
But life is getting better. I cant wait to see JJ. Havent seen him since Tues. Need my JJ fill.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
So appreciative
We had a nice time and he was so appreciative of me. He thanked me several times for being there for him and how much he is so appreciative of helping him thru this. He said it was because of me that he did this and wants me to know that he is serious about staying here w/ me. He is at the motor vehicle place turning in his paperwork for his license. He is suppose to go back over to bud and turn in his application and meet w/ the guy again. The paperwork goes down to Tucson and they do their back ground checks and check references. So if all goes according to plan then he should be getting a job at Budweiser working regular hours and staying here. What a difference this makes for him and our future. Brings about such a peaceful feeling. Its all meant to be.
Woohoo!
Woohoo!
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Congrats@!
Well congratulations are in order. He went down to phoenix on his own and took the actual driver's test and passed. He called the guy at Bud back and they are meeting tomorrow. They had 2 positions open, warehouse and train to take the test and he would have to take a $7.00/day pay cut or the driver's job itself, but he needed the license. He decided right after to just go for it. I was in tears. I am so happy for him. This is what he needed to make a huge change in his life. So he called the guy back and told him he passed and the guy was impressed and told him that was really hard and that was great. So tomorrow he will meet w/ the guy again and I bet he will get the job now. This means that he will be staying here and moving in w/ me when his lease if up. He will have to take a $3.00 pay cut but they pay for the insurance for him and his kids and have alot of great benefits. What a change for the positive.
So I am meeting him at our favorite place to celebrate his passing. This is so huge. Regular hours, no more construction hopefully, He will just be so much happier. He told me he has to take his earing out and I asked him so that bother you, he said no way, I dont need this earing. I told him how proud of him I was for feeling that way. I just remember when Terry wouldnt cut his hair for any job. Didnt care. JJ is a much better man then Terry will ever be. I was talking to my mom and she brought that up. She says I remember when he wouldnt cut his hair. My parents are so proud and happy for JJ.
Well off to celebrate!
So I am meeting him at our favorite place to celebrate his passing. This is so huge. Regular hours, no more construction hopefully, He will just be so much happier. He told me he has to take his earing out and I asked him so that bother you, he said no way, I dont need this earing. I told him how proud of him I was for feeling that way. I just remember when Terry wouldnt cut his hair for any job. Didnt care. JJ is a much better man then Terry will ever be. I was talking to my mom and she brought that up. She says I remember when he wouldnt cut his hair. My parents are so proud and happy for JJ.
Well off to celebrate!
A new day!
Why is it after you get a good day of rest you feel like its a new day and a new start to life or at lease I do. I woke up at 5am which is fine. I already took a shower and boiled some eggs for breakfast this week or for a salad in the evening.
I am so hoping that today is a positive day for JJ in that all goes well w/ his interview. That will be a new start for him.
I am getting back on track to get moving again and getting stuff done. Have to. Feel like I cant waste any more time. I am not going to feel guilty about not getting anything done yesterday but know that I am given another chance to do something.
Doing Jazz today right after work. Yea, it will feel good to get moving. Doing a salad for dinner again. Summer is coming and that means bathing suits. My bathing suit I bought last year, I just havent been as happy w/. The straps are to thick and its just not flattering. The neck is round. I did buy me a new bathing suit off of the Avenue site. Got 30% off. Its a takini. The top is blue and white tye dyed but goes in diagonal strips, not straight across or up and down. The top has skinnier straps and is a v neck to show some boobs. Loose towards the middle, flairs out. The bottom is tummy control that comes up high on the hips, so it looks flattering to the legs. It will be a cute bathing suit for the summer. But still need to get back into working out more. I have been so bad for the last several weeks since I was so sick. So its time to get moving and cut back on eating again. Took my weight this morning, gained 5 lbs over the weekend. I was in shock. Ate more salads. It must have been all the beer and alcohol from Friday and some snacking I did Sat. Yuck. Man beer does it everytime. I hate that. I love beer.
Well off to finish getting ready for work. I did start listening to the new earth. Its very hippiest as JJ would say. The beginning part was just about rediscovering the earth. I think its finally going to get into the meat of it. So as I get ready I will listen somemore. The good thing is I can listen to it on the way to work and home. Will let you know what I think.
Hope all have a wonderful day!
I am so hoping that today is a positive day for JJ in that all goes well w/ his interview. That will be a new start for him.
I am getting back on track to get moving again and getting stuff done. Have to. Feel like I cant waste any more time. I am not going to feel guilty about not getting anything done yesterday but know that I am given another chance to do something.
Doing Jazz today right after work. Yea, it will feel good to get moving. Doing a salad for dinner again. Summer is coming and that means bathing suits. My bathing suit I bought last year, I just havent been as happy w/. The straps are to thick and its just not flattering. The neck is round. I did buy me a new bathing suit off of the Avenue site. Got 30% off. Its a takini. The top is blue and white tye dyed but goes in diagonal strips, not straight across or up and down. The top has skinnier straps and is a v neck to show some boobs. Loose towards the middle, flairs out. The bottom is tummy control that comes up high on the hips, so it looks flattering to the legs. It will be a cute bathing suit for the summer. But still need to get back into working out more. I have been so bad for the last several weeks since I was so sick. So its time to get moving and cut back on eating again. Took my weight this morning, gained 5 lbs over the weekend. I was in shock. Ate more salads. It must have been all the beer and alcohol from Friday and some snacking I did Sat. Yuck. Man beer does it everytime. I hate that. I love beer.
Well off to finish getting ready for work. I did start listening to the new earth. Its very hippiest as JJ would say. The beginning part was just about rediscovering the earth. I think its finally going to get into the meat of it. So as I get ready I will listen somemore. The good thing is I can listen to it on the way to work and home. Will let you know what I think.
Hope all have a wonderful day!
Monday, March 3, 2008
Good News
JJ heard from Budweiser about an interview. I am so excited for him. This could truely be a positive turning point for him. He was so excited about the possibilities. He has to call him in the morning at 8 to set up the time. The guy was really kool on the phone and knew what he did because he said you dont know from day to day what you are doing. He said nope. So luckily it is all going to work out. Say a prayer and send good thoughts.
Onto Biker Candy's blog today. I so agree w/ what she said. You have to be happy w/ you and cant worry what someone thinks of you if they truely are not worth your time.
I had an interesting day off. I didnt accomplish any of my goals today. I felt so tired that I just rested and slept off and on. I feel like I am at a point in my life of wondering what my purpose is in my life. I had wierd dreams about things from my past of growing up. It was like I was grown up and cleaning out a home and looking at pics of when I was a kid. Mind you I dont have any because my mom has them all. But it didnt look like me. It was just so wierd. I was also in certain situations growing up, reliving them. Not bad memories by any means. For example, I remember being in this laundry room on the ground floor of this apartment and looking out at my brother and some of his friends, I guess, but I remember these guys making comments about how big my boobs were. I could picture the situation like it was yesterday. I have walked thru my home today thinking about why did I keep this house. Why did I want it so bad.
So I decided to download the audio book of A new Earth by Eckhart Toley. Discovering your life's purpose. She has been talking about it and also some of the people who have been reading it and how its affected their life. The one lady who struck me was a lady who went thru a divorce after 26 years and how up to now she hasnt forgiven or still has some resentment towards him. I thought oh my god, thats me. I am truely trying to get to that point but boy what a process and it takes a long time to get there. So I decided I am going to listen to this book on my ipod and see if it helps me discover my life purpose. I know nursing but is that all. So anyway will let you guys know how it goes.
Onto Biker Candy's blog today. I so agree w/ what she said. You have to be happy w/ you and cant worry what someone thinks of you if they truely are not worth your time.
I had an interesting day off. I didnt accomplish any of my goals today. I felt so tired that I just rested and slept off and on. I feel like I am at a point in my life of wondering what my purpose is in my life. I had wierd dreams about things from my past of growing up. It was like I was grown up and cleaning out a home and looking at pics of when I was a kid. Mind you I dont have any because my mom has them all. But it didnt look like me. It was just so wierd. I was also in certain situations growing up, reliving them. Not bad memories by any means. For example, I remember being in this laundry room on the ground floor of this apartment and looking out at my brother and some of his friends, I guess, but I remember these guys making comments about how big my boobs were. I could picture the situation like it was yesterday. I have walked thru my home today thinking about why did I keep this house. Why did I want it so bad.
So I decided to download the audio book of A new Earth by Eckhart Toley. Discovering your life's purpose. She has been talking about it and also some of the people who have been reading it and how its affected their life. The one lady who struck me was a lady who went thru a divorce after 26 years and how up to now she hasnt forgiven or still has some resentment towards him. I thought oh my god, thats me. I am truely trying to get to that point but boy what a process and it takes a long time to get there. So I decided I am going to listen to this book on my ipod and see if it helps me discover my life purpose. I know nursing but is that all. So anyway will let you guys know how it goes.
Wonderful Weekend
It turned out to be a wonderful weekend. The weather was beautiful. Got up to a whole 62 degrees. It feels warmer here. But we got to walk downtown and have dinner and drinks before. The concert was awesome. George is till bad to the bone. Caught his metal tube that you use to slide on the electric guitar. Landed in front of me. Some 20 year old comes up to me and says I am dying of a terminal disease, can I have that. I said hope you feel better and smile. He laughed. So now I have a Willie Nelson pick from the pre game at the superbowl and a metal tube from George. We did go home and get some. B was at Jenny's. Fell asleep and kept waking up and finally got up at 7 to leave for Phoenix.
Picked up the girls and headed to the baseball game. The thing about this stadium is there is hardly any shade. It was in the 80's and felt hotter. At 1 point Sammy and I walked around and got in the shade. JJ said at the end of the 5th, it was a one sided game, we can go. The girls were getting to hot. It was just about going and getting to enjoy the atmosphere. We went and got snacks and checked into the hotel. JJ and I were tired. Ordered pizza and hung out. Its so funny how once you get out of the heat and in the air conditioning, and if the pool is not heated, its to cold to get in it. Got to use the hot tub which was nice. We crashed early, like 8:30. Tired pups.
We got up on Sunday and went bowling. It was so fun. Once we dropped the girls off, went to lowe's and exchanged my faucets and shower head for the vintage bronze. More expensive but right color. You know the right color makes all the difference in the world. Got another ceiling fan. It matches the one I bought to go in the front room. We then went looking for work boots for JJ. His other ones are aweful. He buys these ones from Walmart and w/ in 4 months, a little water gets on them and his feet are wet. The pair he bought are Doc Martins. Yes they make work boots. He loves his doc martins. We then went out for a wonderful late lunch. We ate Italian. It was delisc. We talked about the future and his lease being up Aug 1st and then he will move in w/ me.
Oh funny, while we waiting on the girls we saw the houses for sale around the corner and across the street from them. We just laughed. They look nice. Oh well we will see what happens next year!
Got home and my babies were so excited to see me. Sam is so vocal. He has always been but when I get back he is so excited and he just talks and talks. Its so funny. Makes me laugh.
Today is my day off. My plan is to put away 4 loads of clothes and clean out the fridge. Go work out this afternoon and go by the post office to mail off some things to several friends. Its great because this will be totally unexpected for some. It has been good to give. It makes your heart feel good.
Well off to finish my coffee and watch a little more tv and then get busy on the bedroom. Crazy how laundy can accumulate. Also need to make a call to Davie about the fans. What will be nice is that the ceilings that are tall will have the fans hanging down so it will be easier to get to change out the light bulbs. The one in the this room I am in, cant reach the bulbs. Not even on a ladder that I have. All of the rooms will have brown colored fans and the 2 guess bedrooms will have white. It will look good.
Hope all had a wonderful weekend.
Picked up the girls and headed to the baseball game. The thing about this stadium is there is hardly any shade. It was in the 80's and felt hotter. At 1 point Sammy and I walked around and got in the shade. JJ said at the end of the 5th, it was a one sided game, we can go. The girls were getting to hot. It was just about going and getting to enjoy the atmosphere. We went and got snacks and checked into the hotel. JJ and I were tired. Ordered pizza and hung out. Its so funny how once you get out of the heat and in the air conditioning, and if the pool is not heated, its to cold to get in it. Got to use the hot tub which was nice. We crashed early, like 8:30. Tired pups.
We got up on Sunday and went bowling. It was so fun. Once we dropped the girls off, went to lowe's and exchanged my faucets and shower head for the vintage bronze. More expensive but right color. You know the right color makes all the difference in the world. Got another ceiling fan. It matches the one I bought to go in the front room. We then went looking for work boots for JJ. His other ones are aweful. He buys these ones from Walmart and w/ in 4 months, a little water gets on them and his feet are wet. The pair he bought are Doc Martins. Yes they make work boots. He loves his doc martins. We then went out for a wonderful late lunch. We ate Italian. It was delisc. We talked about the future and his lease being up Aug 1st and then he will move in w/ me.
Oh funny, while we waiting on the girls we saw the houses for sale around the corner and across the street from them. We just laughed. They look nice. Oh well we will see what happens next year!
Got home and my babies were so excited to see me. Sam is so vocal. He has always been but when I get back he is so excited and he just talks and talks. Its so funny. Makes me laugh.
Today is my day off. My plan is to put away 4 loads of clothes and clean out the fridge. Go work out this afternoon and go by the post office to mail off some things to several friends. Its great because this will be totally unexpected for some. It has been good to give. It makes your heart feel good.
Well off to finish my coffee and watch a little more tv and then get busy on the bedroom. Crazy how laundy can accumulate. Also need to make a call to Davie about the fans. What will be nice is that the ceilings that are tall will have the fans hanging down so it will be easier to get to change out the light bulbs. The one in the this room I am in, cant reach the bulbs. Not even on a ladder that I have. All of the rooms will have brown colored fans and the 2 guess bedrooms will have white. It will look good.
Hope all had a wonderful weekend.
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