disappointed

I am disaapointed in JJ's family and disappointed for him. They were coming and now they are not because they dont want to drive 5 hours each way to be with JJ to be there for him on Sat. They didnt even tell him, I was told by his s-i-l and his brother talked to him and didnt bring it up. JJ was very hurt by them. I totally understand. Like I told him his daughters and myself will be there and we will do this ourselves.
Dido and I found the spot. It was on the other side of this open meadow/ field, what ever you want to call it. Not far. It was hard still the same. There was a wooden cross on the tree, and a plague that this girl who was the last one to see him alive, placed last weekend, along with a dozen roses. Made me tear up.
It will be hard going thru this again but I just know it will be okay. Like Dido said, she thinks this is for the better. I do to!
I am making progress on my room. Started cleaning out drawers and going thru stuff to pack, donate, throw away, or put away. Have 2 boxes of clothes going. Woohoo.
Dido said today "you need to move on with your house and be with the ones you love" She is so right. Everyday I can I will come home and work on the house, even if its only an hour or 2 or less. I really am pushing for next month!