Counseling

I am glad I went to day. I walked in there just so overwhelmed w/ sadness. It really took everything in me to get thru the day. We came to the agreement that we are going to just work on whats going on right now. Dealing w/ the marriage in the future. I am dealing w/ such a magnitude of stuff that is just absolutely so huge.
blows me away. But she did ask me what would be comforting to me. I said talking to my friends, blog, and hang out w/ JJ.
I am looking forward to seeing him in a few. I am packing a bag to spend the night. We are going to eat left over pasta and lay down. Have a few beers. Sounds perfect. No expectations of anything. Just what I need right now.