Doing better

I am doing better today. My massage was wonderful. Got to cry alittle. But it felt good. Ended up at JJ's for the night and we had a good nite. He did well. We even laughed about some things. And he told me how he understands why I dont totally trust him and how he truely fucked up and he knows eventually it wont be this way.
I say eventually. But all in all it was a good nite. With time all things will heal.
Well back to work. Oh the araignment is on Monday. We shall see how that goes.